I just woke up feeling really tired after the entire afternoon which I spend almost standing, well I was not given any punishment for something I did but I was given the punishment for the mistake that I had done almost three years back. I chose to be a part of this old institution which is standing on the ground that was supported by the British empire though the support was uprooted way back but the college still cripples and yet to stand on its own feet.
One such step taken by the crippled institution was the introduction of the so called duel degree. They provide two degrees of btech and mtech in five years. It was the mistake I was talking about. I had no idea in which filthy shit I was putting my hands. When I joined in I was to be true not in my heights of spirits because I had already had a five year course that in itself was a huge investment, I was not hoping to become Warren Buffett but still I had a dream of Chetan Bhagat in my head. When I joined in I was assured by many that I will get a nice job and since I will have 2 degrees so may I could hope for a little edge over my btech friends. Still in the remotest areas of my head I had a fear what if whatever I have heard do not materializes. As my stay here prolonged so did my views. I was quite sure of the sad demise I was to go through. All the people around me had a nick name for me as ‘frustu’. Now I am in no sucking mood to extend writing it here. The people who called for my morbid fears today realized what will be their future. The duel degree people who were supposed to get a privilege today found that they have been kicked out of every possible entry into the companies. They won’t even allow us to appear for the interviews it’s like they want us to drink water without even letting us to touch water with any part of our body. On this too our department professors are behaving like stoic loudmouthed mannequins acting like sick diplomats. I don’t know what will they do and what will be the situation for me but the sad demise of the present batch is evident. Why won’t be they act like this, they were admitted 5 years back their batch mates who got interns in their 3rd year and they were mute spectators when they were made a laughing stock by all the people around them and even by their batch mates and branch mates but they had to just bear with everything. Later their batch mates who were no better than them got jobs while they had just sit and watch. Even after one year now when all their batch mates are long gone still they are not kept at par with even with their juniors. When no company is accepting them. What is their fault they had done the same exam studied the same thing and even studied one more year then others did, still they will not get a job? I can’t understand what will they tell to their parents what will be the future of their carrier? And who the hell gives a rats ass about their future they were just a piece of experiments but the filthy diplomatic morons who now just step aside when it came for the crunch moment. I know we are not losers at the moment the world seems to have just vanished like needle in the universe but I know a time will come when we will empower ourselves and I promise when the day comes I will never give a fuck about this blood sucking life and the pressure that is being thrown up on us.
