5th dec 06
i cant forget this day in my entire life,i was facing my 1st pre board exam of english but instesd of studies a lot more was going on in my little grey matter.well this was the most important thing of my life"it appaered to me that time but later a lot important things came and go".this day i gathered all my courage and proposed her ."when i was telling her i was soterrified that i even closed my eyes and thought of some thing else".i already knew what the responce would be as i never talked to any girl and suddenly i was proposing to the most smartest,sexiest girl of my class.
i wished i could hav receved a nice slap ! atleast she would have touched me.she already had a boyfrend whom she couldnt ditch for me .she offered me her frendship but i was so dumbstruct with my own action that i was just out of my mind and did not responded
as soon as she went away i was jumping in joy ,i had gathered that courage needed for proposing afterall its not that difficult to propose as they show in movies. probably it was not hard for me becose i already knew the result.but i didnt scruedup my exam .just when i reached home i was taken by the dark sadness oh! god i had lost her for ever.now i was feeling the pain .i was unable to move ,my head was without that grey matter with board exams hounting and the pressure mounting on me i was just thinking just about her smile ,her beauty and nothing at all.i was about to screw it all
